Other times I'm like, where are you on the page?

Guess what, another week passed and I could almost see Christmas waving frantically at me alrdy. In all honesty, it actually feels really weird this year, at this time of the year. There's this gloomy atmosphere looming. It's just awkward that I'm spending Christmas in Singapore, my bro would definitely second that. We were just bickering that day about not wanting to tag along to Penang with my folks. Oh well...

We don't have the habit of celebrating Christmas, so it's weird to be in town and not have plans. Yeah, spare me the parties, the thought of it makes me feel so tired. But who knows, desperate times desperate measures yeap? Need to find something to do, for sure. One thing I really look forward to Christmas is, my pressie! Speaking of which I haven't got one for exchange yet. Oh, and I'm gonna have a gift exchange in the office, say in 2hours' time? And I wonder what did my boss get for us all as well, hmmm.

Okay, enough of Christmas...

I think I've been such an organised person who always makes plans in advance, or at least most of the time, that I feel really out of sync lately, especially with someone who doesn't make plans, not at all. Everything is almost always impromptu with a few exceptions. Good or bad, idk? At the same time it can't be helped that it's just the nature of things that it has to be like that. Okay, I'm not making sense. Idk what's happening either. But so far, life's been good.

Yes, and not forgetting school is starting. Oh.my.god. Actually I should be feeling really thrilled withe every fiber in me as I finallyhave something to work towards to. Right? Better like moving through the motions, I can just die like that. Which often leads me to wonder, how can bummer stay alive for so long? I mean like, since they're useless and not contributing to the society except to make up the headcount in the population, why do they still exist. No, wait. What I meant is, how can they still exist. I'd be better off dead I think, at least for me.

Lots of minor ramblings and random musings these days. It's just me. The expiry of my job is due, I ought to leave this environment before I get phobia of the job and everything related.

That's all for now I guess, happy holidays everyone!