If only you knew.

HELLO DECEMBER!

This holiday is getting to me. It feels like after 8 long months of holiday after A'level and the sem started for uni, and then it's holiday again in the blink of an eye. I need something more out of this vacation. yes though school is starting again in a month's time, but still? Oh well, I don't know. Don't know what to feel either. It's just weird la huh. Maybe it's just me being difficult, I just have so much to rant and complain about.

Going on a short getaway to Bintan with the uni mates next week, I'd say I kinda can't wait. I need a getaway, I need a breather, I need some time away from this mundane cycle of work. It's really getting to me. I don't even know what to do on my off-days, how about that.

And as December comes, it also means Christmas is drawing closer. Idk how to feel about it, wondering how would I spend the day, and idk... Idk a lot of stuffs that are happening in my life right now. No, there isn't a void, just some confusion that I've yet to figure out. Oh well? It's weird right, no? :\ I'm hardly confused, but now I'm so confused. So much so that I feel I am not making sense, not at all.

Sometimes, I just wish I have the answer that I want.